it's 1:19am in the morning. once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE! finally 17 years old! WHEEEE. welcome to the club! hahaha.

here we both are slogging our guts out at OP. zzzzzzzz. dang and blast everything. poor girl, it's your birthday and you still have to stay up for this. =X its raining now and the lightning flashes im seeing are DAMN BRIGHT. it literally lit up my back garden. let's take it as it's supporting our PW or something =.=

okay la. back to OP!

- Y staring out into the night

i don't know why, but all of a sudden, i feel like turning back time. yeah the missing tianjin part seems almost an inaugural part of me coz it's just so carefree then. the only bad part was that i was far away from my family and friends. but now apart from missing tianjin, im missing the old tjco. not that tjco now is bad or whatever, everyone there's great, but i feel like something is missing. i don't know how to explain it, but i really feel like sitting down with the ex-comm and all the j2s and have a good long talk. honestly. it just hit me somehow during lunch that everything has changed.




It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then the word grew louder and louder
‘Till it was a battle cry

I’ll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything’s changing
Doesn’t mean it’s never been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are as you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You’ll come back
When it’s over
No need to say goodbye

Now, we’re back to the beginning
It’s just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can’t feel it too
Doesn’t mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
‘Till they’re before your eyes

You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

- Y staring out into the night