had CO camp today. so fun so fun so fun!!! hahahas. bt damn gross too. lalas.

okay. went dere n played ice breakers first. usual lahr, but still nice. it's like 2 ppl sit one infront and the other behind. then other ppl sitting behind must call out someone else's name who is sitting infrnt. so i sat in frnt n xinyi sat behind me. i had to keep tapping on xinyi 2 make sure she shout out another name. ahhas. if she din, i have to go and try catch someone who fails to do so.

yupps. then it's da chair thingy. everyone sits on chairs except one person. we have to move frm one chair 2 another in order everytime n not let da person standing up to sit down. if tt person sits down then e person who is supposed to move will lose lahr. yea. patrick n junhong both kena 3 times. so ya. FORFEIT. use transparency n junhong tap on it. the transparency is on patrick's face btw. ahhas.

then they demoed pole dance for fun. patrick was pole n junhong was dancer. coz of their heights lahr. second time i see them do this. ahhas. damn funny.

then it was captain's banana. same as captain's ball, just tt e "ball" become banana. so disgusting can. e banana all died b4 a game can even end. land on e floor jiu break apart. so gross. then championship change to orange. better, bt e juice still spill out like tt. hahas. then dinner. e food was nice lor! so nice lahr. as compared to e band ppl one, i feel so blessed... ahhas

then it was water games. WOAH. THIS ONE. i kena stone lahr! gosh. there is this game tt e seniors hold a long red cloth to separate two teams. then one person frm each team will go forward hidden behind e cloth. when e senior let down da cloth, both must say each other's name. e one who say first will get to bomb e other one wif water bomb lahr.

so u noe wad happened? when da cloth was pulled down. me n zuoyi pointed at each other and said "ah...ah...ah..." we noe each other's names lor. just suddenly dunno wad to react. then both of us said each other's names at e same time but tianxu insisted tt zuoyi said first. so i kena bombed lahr. then tianxu still pour a whole water bag on top of me. GOSH. I SO STONE LAHR.


I SWEAR I WILL REMEMBER ZUOYI'S NAME FOR LIFE! gosh. how can i stone dere? like wtheck. i noe his name de lor. suddenly shock jiu stone dere. gt my avenge for abit though. splashed him back. ahhas. bt beside him too many ppl so dun dare throw. hahas. lalas.


project work tmr. SIEN.

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yups. today is da first time we go present as a new group. were given 10 mins but we overan =( oh wells. nvm. we will do better next time! hah.

OH YA. DID I MENTION HERE? MY PARENTS N MY BRO ARE BACK SINCE YESTERDAY! hahas. my bro has a habit of saying policemen in chinese now. dunno y either. hah. s0 happy they're back. lalas. now da house wun b so lonely. bt a*mei's cd which my gran bought me earlier really helped me kill some boredom when they're not home.

yea. went piano lesson on monday night by myself. it's somewhere near bugis. u noe NAFA? yea. dere lor. hah. walk frm bugis mrt station dere n back home. along da way i saw loads of weird ppl. 1st i saw a guy who LOOKS like death note's death god. then i saw one who WALKS like death god. then i saw one guy who SPIKES HIS HAIR like death god. okay. da spiking part is quite normal lahr bt the other two...

bt chingkee insist tt it's normal. he says u can see ppl liddat everywhere on weekends. lalas. DUN BELIEVE. nvr see b4 okay.. lalas. oh mans. forgot 2 bring cd for harry today. bt wadever.


I WANNA PRE-ORDER HARRY POTTER!!!

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busy busy busy. hectic hectic hectic!

yups. maths test sucks totally. i thought they will give me a nice indices question but IN THE END... then do halfway brain freeze. dunno how 2 do congruence. SHIT LAHR. but i din drink slurpee leh... haha k lahr. I NOE IT'S LAME. =]

right. one good thing though. I DIN FALL ASLEEP IN ANY CLASS AT ALL!!! yay! achievement everyone. ahahs. oh man. im so jealous. i wanna go china too!! wanna ask dad go sch on wed 2 meet mrs loke. email her dun reply so too bad. jing jiu bu chi chi fa jiu!! i wanna be troublesome for ONE MORE TIME. i wanna go china!!!! (n CO concert of coz)

yea. humans lecture cancelled. 1st free period in btw lessons ever. ought 2 celebrate. my timetable is the fullest in whole of TA1. i noe it okay. wan me 2 prove? okays.

1. 1A's timetable is the fullest amongst the 4 classes
2. I take both LEP and MEP.
3. LEP has at least 6 lessons a week including normal chi. mayb 8.
4. MEP is always after LEP. which means i go home later than everyone (not counting PDP)
5. with PDP on tues and weds, i have lessons all da way frm 7.30am-7.30pm, with e excuse of a half hour break and 50min lunch.

YUPS. so r u convinced tt my timetable is e most packed amongst all TA1ers? I AM.

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okies. I JUST CANT UPLOAD ANY PICS SO WTHECK. SHALL DO WITHOUT IT.

maths test tmr. surds indices congruence and similarity. i gt 2/10 da last time. hope i will pass this time bt it's like shit. both times i also nvr study much. so do u think ill get better this time round? gosh. anything but lesser. i want MORE MARKS.

just dropped all my notes on da floor. eff. im so ** up. fill in da word urself at da ** dere. ya. dunno wad to write but yea. u get wad i mean right?

bia-ed clit's comprehension. it's like a total waste of time can?! all da answers can be found in frnt. din bother much so it's kinda lousy piece of work. did physics okay. 1 ws lahr. e other one i dunno how. BUT IT'S ALREADY A MIRACLE LOR.


okayss. GD LUCK SARENA FOR UR PIANO EXAM TMR. I NOE U CAN DO IT.

JIAYOUS EUNICE!!! CHEER UP. THINGS WILL TIDE OVER SOON ENOUGH =]

oh yes. parents and bro coming back in 2 days time. =]

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HAHAS. okok. not emo le... hahas. YAY. okies. fine. FRIDAY NIGHT. really. wanted to do da whole pile of hw destinated for us lahr, but tt chingkee at my hse. msning me like shit. n we're sitting beside each other. kao. lame sia?!

n he keeps asking whether he sing better or hanle sing better. wad e... k lahr. tell him he improve dun accept fact. die also wanna noe who better. gt prom lor he. brain cannot detect signal. AT ALL LOR.

learnt pai gu today at sectionals. haiyo. long teng hu yue. hahas. damn chim sia. ahhas. bt so cool!!! i like. like OMG! so cool lahr. like playing on different notes on drums and stretching ur hands all over e place. LOVE IT!! hhas.

PICTURES... mayb tmr. HAHAS

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OKAY. I NOE I PROMISED A HAPPY POST. N I NOE MY POSTS R MOSTLY EMO NOWADAYS. BT PLZ BEAR WIF ME N LET ME BE EMO FOR ONE MORE TIME. IF U DUN LIKE THEN DUN READ. SRY IF MOODS CHANGE.


today is a sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad day. firstly it marks da first day tt my parents n my bro goes off to near-but-far-neighbour malaysia. e effing 1st time they went overseas without me. (okay i did it twice b4) n i miss them loads ALREADY. we parted for exactly 13hr7min n it's currently 8:15pm. yea. so backcount urself if u so wanna.

miss my bro so much so much so much. normally when i reach home he will b dere saying "jie jie" and showing n telling me all sort of nonsense. then today leh. reach home n face gran. n da walls. n everything else. then bathed quick n turned on da comp.

wad grace said is true. freaking true. when ur emo radios or mp3s or even wmps give u emo songs; when ur happy they give u happy songs. cant they just like... balance?! haish. the realities of life...

*freak. i just cant stop sneezing.

okay, back to topic. yea. haish. realities.. disgusting but necessary at times. yea. my conclusion for da day.

okok. things clear damn fast nowadays. MAKE ME WORRY FOR NTHIN. UR AR... HAIYO.


EMO-ED @ 8:21pm
edited @ 8:42pm

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IN DEPRESS MODE NOW!!!!!

they are going overseas tmr. they as in mum dad n bro. though it's only malaysia. WAH. im so sad... feel tt da wk ahead without them will b so cham. n quiet. oh man. dun like it at all.
now i really understand da feeling when u go overseas and e rest stays or vice versa. it's not nice AT ALL.

today's contact time was e most fun one lahr. learnt more abt drawing cartoons. oh man. they are leaving in 9hr 2 min time. =(

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in physics lesson now. wanted to update like days ago bt blogger is just slow uploading pics. so nvm. shall do tt later? or mayb tmr.

yups. changed timetable. CO lenghtened it's prac timing!!! it's frm 4.30 - 7.30pm every tues and 3.30-7.30pm every weds. yesterday was sectionals for s lahr. we all wasted time away by talking of nonsense.

new chem teacher's so good lahr. managed to understand the whole thing tt _______ tried teaching for like 1 mnth? n i understood nthin. yesterday i understood like 70% of the topic within 50 mins. COOL SIA?!



everyone's tired.


oh ya. nope. exception: justin. he's crazy at da moment.

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just went hanle's blog. realized tt she's still at that "i have no talent" thingy. GOSH. hanle u CAN SING!!!! just believe that man...

u almost din manage to list out a talent for _________ that day. SEE. u have to think n accept facts b4 u can find tt talent!!! so accept da fact tt u can sing n tt is ONE of ur talents! hhas.

aw man. sch's reopening soon. let's see wad ive done in da holidays so far.

1. piano
2. CO
3. waste time
4. went bugis
5. play wif my bro
6. go for piano lessons twice
7. went out during wkend for breakfast
8. chose new specs

WASEH. hahas. nothing got to do wif studies. omg. im so slack. bt practicing piano is quite an achievement. hahas. BIG ACHIEVEMENT LOR!!! bia-eed everything lahr. already did around 16 pgs of da solo!!! so happy sia. though speed is still like A BIG GAP AWAY.... hahas. n there's like 9 more pgs 2 go. bt stilll.... im glad. =]



YAY! bro's bdae coming soon. his sch wants him 2 buy a 2kg cake. so waste. hahas. bt nvm bahr. he's turning 3 so i guesss that's okayy.

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just went n browsed through friendster accounts.

I M SO JEALOUS!!

haha. tkg band gt 2 go japan last yr. I DIN. coz go IP so da conductress dun let.

this year. can go china. I CANT. coz i gt CO concert.


GOSH. think im just cursed when it comes to travelling.

=(((((

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haish. sien diao. there's piano ltr. =(((((

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SO SAD LAHR!!!! XUE FANG....


haish. shall not talk into detail about it. it's really really very very saddening. it made me feel sad da whole afternoon! until now im still feeling very down...

sectionals today is practically a chit-chatting session. yvonne had orientation, nie jin didn't appear, lance use e stupid excuse of having movie mania, which only start at 7pm. GOSH. okay. so tt's left me me, xinyi and beekwee only. wad else can 3 gals do? TOK LAHR. so boring.

heard 1B'07 xiang yun sing for lunchtime concert today. SHE CAN SING LOR! just tt i think her contrast btw e front n back is not dere. bt it's nice. =]

aw man. i still feel sad. =(

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SHIT. mep. bio. they're all not done. n all to be handed up tmr. im so gonna die.

one thing 2 b happy though: NO MORE TRANSLATIONS! YAY!

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argh. there's maths surd forms & bio lab report due by tmr n fri!!! gosh. i haven even started on one of them! n it's already 8: 54pm. siao. haish. gt 2 noe new groupings. im wif jin li, elis, simon and james. ok lahr. grace is so damn lucky! she gt all da smart ppl of diff sub. gathered in her grp! sarena, darren, kenny and whoever is the last person. i forgot who. ==

justin is stuck wif gwenda again. hah. pity him sia? kena da same person twice. n it's .. haha. gd luck 2 u sia! i like grace's group and xian jue's group most lahr. n my own one is okay. =] xian jue's wif edwin, hanle and dawn. confirm the most bonded grp ever. waseh!

hah. kays. we're gng OBS this end of may. okay. the worse thing tt can happen is tt we still have to fork out arnd $200 aft subsidy. gosh. dun feel like going aft knowing da price man. plus definitely have CO camp in june holi. waseh. so many camps. can die lor..

today CO ppl damn pathetic. J2's gt some field trip, J1's orientation. so da whole thing only consist of like 18 ppl? gosh. haha. then teacher left early and asked harry 2 conduct. waseh. he conduct damn funny can. dun even noe where he is. haha. then all da beats weird weird de. dun understand wad he doing sia. haha!

okayss. gtg bia hw.

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my bro has identity problem. he thinks he's gor gor when he's obviously my di di. haha. just because he's elder by 2 babies by wad... hmm 1 yr plus 2 yrs? he thinks he's a gor gor. n he still can say im his jie jie. hah. gt problem

he can sing SHE zen me ban lahr! bt it's totally haywired. like "zen me ban, ... bu ai sa" and smthin liddat. weird. lol. bt still... he can still sing 2 da tune lahr. kept pestering me to let him listen zen me ban. xiao da ren sia?

yesterday celebrated march babies' bdaes. justin literally destroyed e whole cake. yea. had css2 preview 4 fun lahr. then xian jue fell off da spinning game thingy. UPSIDE DOWN LAHR! my god. so pain.....

tt's all 4 now i guess. =]

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went 2 watch "just follow law" today. nice! funny parts and sad parts. aw. everyone gets arrowed when things go wrong. sigh. hah. lol. managed to solve out physics. thanks to sarena 4 providing da formulae n grace 4 explaining! haha. im just slow when it comes to maths n sciences. which is shitty. haha.

woah. our elective this term is like... NO LIFE MAN!!! translation sucks. the teacher sucks. i just dun like da whole thing lahr. ok. everything has reasons to it ya? so here are my REASONS.

1. the teacher keeps suaning us
2. the teacher thinks tt she's e best translator on earth.
3. she thinks tt she; a china person, is GREAT just because she is "biligual". (no discreminations wadsoever)
4. there is NO WAY u can pretend to listen to her; or even lie ur head down
5. we do nothing, literally, but translating and listening to drowsy talks
6. this elective is not chosen by us. compulsory 4 LEP ppl this term.

yea. abt it lahr. haish. u shld have just seen her in action man. damn NICE sia?

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